Here's the thing. I will never be that girl. I will never be that girl who has a totally cliche story of TTC. For example, that girl who gets pregnant right before her first RE appointment, or right after a miscarriage, or right after her HSG, or right before she drops $230498309852078 to get KU, or right after she applys to adopt. By now I know that I will never be that girl. So why do I still have hope every month? I'm an idiot I guess. I mean, you can't win the lottery unless you play, right? I'm well aware that on our own right now we probably are looking at about a 6% chance of getting pregnant... if that. So why did I pee on a stick today knowing my period was coming? All because I had my HSG this cycle? Dumb. Needless to say that BFN was a total SHOCKERRRRRR!!! Not.
Also, the RE called me this morning to tell me my surgery needed to be rescheduled. Awesome. Now I'm looking at March 21st. So it's really not that big of a different. I am OCD and have a thing with numbers, and 3 and 21 happen to be 2 of my favorite numbers. I guess that's a cool thing. Anyway, have a fab day
How did I not know you had a blog??!!! Yay another way for me to stalk your uterus!!!
ReplyDeleteI think it's awesome that your new appt is on a better day. One that is special to you and not scheduled on the ide's of march. I mean there is a reason that they say "beware the ides of march " and it had to do with a stabbing....:p
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