Happy Mother's Day

Happy Mother's Day to my amazing mom who does NOT have access to this blog.. haha.. 

And to all of the mothers out there who have BEEN moms, ARE moms, and those who WILL BE moms..

And to me? 

Wow. I can clearly remember how I felt last year at this time. I was two months out from my miscarriage and this day stung more than it ever had. I don't even think I was expecting to feel that way but man did it hurt. I held it in and didn't tell anyone because I thought it was an embarrassing feeling to have. It wasn't all about ME after all. I ended up breaking down in tears in the car on the way home from visiting Chad's mom that evening. It took him off guard but he was so sweet about it. He said he understood my feelings and assured me I would be a great mom... one day. Gotta love that man.

Fast forward to this year and I can't feel sad at all because I'm so blessed to be the Second Tri, bitches! Woot! Yes, I just used the words blessed and bitches in the same sentence. It works. It feels amazing to have made it this far and I can't help but think this is definitely going to be my take-home baby... at least that's what I pray for every day! 

Here's a video of the at home doppler being used yesterday.. =)